Drugs Really Changed Me?
Question by Emily.: Drugs really changed me?
Please help me, I’m only fourteen but fifteen in three days. In about September I started drinking a lot more than I did and taking drugs. I smoked weed often and did e whenever I got the chance. I’d drink rougly two thirds of a bottle of vodka a day, and this would be in school as well as out of. After a while, teachers started noticing and my friends didn’t like it. One friend got worried and told a teacher about me drinking who phoned home and the social services were involved. I thought I’d totally stop, but I haven’t. I don’t really drink anymore but I smoke cigarettes and still smoke weed. About two months ago I tried LSD and kept having it even though I had horrible trips. I haven’t taken it for a while now because the person getting it me has stopped and it was really messing me up. I can’t eat much anymore, I’m pushing everyone I love away from me but I’ve been off the drugs for a while. I know I’m depressed and I never go out with people anymore, I don’t get much sleep and
I often find I’m crying when I don’t actually feel upset. A lot of personally bad things have happened recently and they’ve really upset me but I seem to be unable to show my emotion. I’m stubborn and determined not to show I’m weak or vulnerable and I can’t ask for help because of this. I really want to stop being this way because I’m losing close friends, I’m suicidal and all that’s keeping me going is my two year old sister. It’s like I’m just living each day the same constantly and all I’m doing is to make sure I’m not a failure to my little sister who is everything to me – but I know I am and it’s really upsetting me. Please help, I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m doing any more and I’m too stubborn, scared and uncomfortable to talk to anyone about it
Best answer:
Answer by Brad B
rehab
Answer by priscilla r
go to rehab
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You are definately going down the wrong road. But you can only get help if you want help.
just stop it
Go to rehab but, i under stand what u are going trough once u try it once you can’t stop unless you want to. I know, because when I was 12 I had to take medicine and i like the the way they made me feel and i do get where u are coming from.
You need all the help that a rehab center can give.You must talk to someone about this.If a parent or a relative or friend.Most cities have a help-line or hot-line that you can call.They will listen and can direct you on where to go for help if you have no money.
You are young and can overcome this.The rest of your life is in front of you.You will have to take the first step yourself by reaching out for help.You cannot do this alone hiding in your depression.Do it now.Don’t wait.Don’t think about it,just go and take the first step.Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life.Make it a good one.You can make it better.Go now,get the help you need.I have been where you are now.It isn’t easy,but it can be done.Use your stubbornness to kick this.